“I miss you.”
Quite a cheesy line, right? Saying it usually entails great sincerity and passion. But for girls, it’s quite a normal and common thing to say to their bestfriends, “sisters”, or gal friends. It’s like a simple greeting for them. Simple. Easy to say. A Walk in the Park.
Except for me, that is.
I’m a girl but I find it quite difficult to say those three words to anybody. Yep. I’m that weird. Some people may label me callous because of this. Well, maybe I am. Maybe the simple reason as to why I can’t say those words is because I don’t wanna catch myself lying saying the words because I actually don’t mean them. I don’t miss the people I’ll be saying the phrase to.
Really mean, right? I know. But allow me to defend myself. It doesn’t mean that because I don’t miss them, I hate them. Nope. It’s really just who I am. I believe that why I don’t miss them is because I know that we’re still friends despite the distance. I have a weird definition of miss, don’t I? It’s just that I’m not one to be emotional. I’m quite void of such normal earthly emotions. Very weird, indeed.
I think another plausible and much relate-able reason why I can’t find myself to really miss them is because I believe in the fact that we will meet soon again. Also, it’s not like we are completely inaccessible to each other at the moment.
Anyway, the reason I wrote this post is because I find it awkward when people tell me they miss me. I don’t know how to respond. It’s really awkward.
Haha. Maybe I’m putting too much seriousness on this matter when my friends actually don’t care. And, yeah, I think they shouldn’t anyways. Hahaha.
‘Til Next time. :))